“What’s wrong with her?” If you ask me this question, I’m likely going to ask you, “What’s wrong with you?” There is nothing wrong with Tennyson - maybe different, but certainly not wrong. She is my normal. Even if it’s different to you, it feels normal to me. One scenario is typical for us: someone will ask, “how old is your little girl?” and I tell them how old she is, and they just say, “ooohhh.” It usually ends there. They have a sort of dumbstruck look on their face as they try and figure out what’s wrong with my sweet girl – trying to figure out why she isn’t doing what they expect her to be doing for that age. One time on a cross country flight, a flight attendant asked me if I had Tennyson tested for developmental delays. As if I wasn’t aware my child has developmental delays. I should have told her I just hadn’t gotten around to it, just to see her expression. Thanks, lady. I know this is a difficult question for an observer to ask, but there are better ways to approach us so my protective mommy instincts don’t kick in.
The best
approach someone had with Tennyson was a nice compliment and then they simply
asked, “May I ask what her diagnosis is?” At least she gave me more credit than
the flight attendant did. She was just being curious and wanted to know more.
You won’t have to ask me, though, because her diagnoses are
what I want to share with you today. Since one of the main reasons I started
this whole blogging adventure is to educate people who want to know about her,
it seems appropriate, rather than leaving you wondering. I have to admit,
before I had Tennyson, I had no clue what any of these conditions were.
I guess I’ll
start in order of appearance:
Severe
IUGR:
Tennyson was
diagnosed with this almost immediately after her birth. IUGR stands for Inter
Uterine Growth Restriction (or Retardation, but I don’t prefer that word). It
refers to the poor growth of a baby in the mother’s womb. The most common cause
is a problem with the placenta. It can also be caused by infection, high blood
pressure, smoking, drinking alcohol, abusing drugs, heart or kidney disease, or
if you are having multiples (twins, triplets…etc.).
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| Tennyson on her birthday (to show you just how small she was!) |
Hypoxic
Ischemic Encephalopathy:
I talked
about this diagnosis at the end of Tennyson’s birth story. She was diagnosed with this at 2 weeks of age. Broken
down it means: Hypoxic: lack of
oxygen, Ischemic: lack of blood, Encephalopathy: a specific brain injury.
In other words, a brain injury caused by lack of oxygen and blood flow. When a
baby’s brain has suffered from a lack of oxygen, it’s common for the baby to
have seizures, have low APGAR scores, have varying muscle tone and reflexes
(all of which Tennyson had). There are 3 degrees of HIE: mild, moderate, and
severe. Tennyson was classified as having mild/moderate HIE.
Microcephaly:
Microcephaly
is when the brain does not grow at a normal rate. Head circumference is
measured from the forehead to the farthest point in the back of the head and is
plotted on a growth chart. Tennyson was diagnosed with this at 4 months of age.
There were concerns about her head circumference from about 2 months of age. Her
head circumference at birth was 28 centimeters. Her head circumference now is
39 centimeters. A typical growth rate for a baby’s head is 1.5 to 2.5
centimeters a month. Her head size right now is the size that a typical baby’s head
would be at 3 months of age. Tennyson is 28 months old.
GERD:
GERD stands
for Gastroesophageal Reflux Disease. GERD is when the contents of the stomach
go backwards into the esophagus. Tennyson was diagnosed “officially” at around
15 months…but we have been dealing with the effects of acid reflux since she
was about 3 months old. She was put on her first reflux medicine, zantac, then
prevacid, now she is on prilosec (among other meds). She has constantly had
issues with spit-up and throw-up. There have been some scary throw-ups when she
stopped breathing and it was so violent it came out her nose. Thank God for
bulb syringes in those moments. They can save lives. Seriously. We worry about aspiration
and because we know she does aspirate (when her food goes into her airway,
rather than her esophagus) she has had multiple swallow studies.
Intermittent
Esophoria:
This
diagnosis came unexpectedly when Tennyson was 7 months old. Since Tenn was born
early, her eyes were monitored for vision problems. Premature babies in general
are more susceptible to vision problems since their eyes have not finished
developing. It was determined early on, at 2 months of age, that her vision was
good, a follow up at 3 months showed the same. Sometimes we noticed one of her
eyes turned in when she was tired. When I asked the Ophthalmologist about this
he did a really thorough exam and was able to see it. Intermittent Esophoria is
when both eyes are open and can focus on a visual target, but occasionally one
eye turns inward. This is improving as her eyes get stronger. She has
prescription eyeglasses for farsightedness and astigmatism.
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| Tennyson - 4 months (example of intermittent esophoria) |
Cerebral
Palsy:
This is the
diagnosis I knew in the back of my mind that was coming, but feared the most. Tennyson
was diagnosed the day before her first birthday. Some children are bound to a
wheelchair while others are much more functioning, but CP doesn’t necessarily
mean the child isn’t smart or able to communicate.
CP occurs in
about 1 out of every 1,000 births. Cerebral palsy is not progressive (it doesn’t
get worse over time). You can’t catch it from anyone; you can’t test for it
before your baby is born (I’ve been asked that one before). There is no cure -
only management of the symptoms. Cerebral
Palsy is caused by an injury to the motor control areas of the brain. This can
be anything from a lack of oxygen, a stroke, a brain bleed, a head injury, or an
infection. CP prevents the brain from communicating with the muscles properly.
I always think of it as the brain speaking English, but the muscles only
understand Spanish. So any command the brain sends to the muscles, they don’t
respond properly. There are different degrees of CP and different types.
Cognitive ability is sometimes affected, but not in every case.
Tennyson has
been diagnosed with Spastic Diplegia Cerebral Palsy. Spastic means muscle
tightness. Diplegia CP means that it affects 2 of her limbs (the bottom half of
her body). We are anticipating her diagnosis will eventually change to
Quadriplegia Cerebral Palsy because she doesn’t move her arms or her legs
typically. Quadriplegia CP means all 4 of her limbs are affected. She has the
motor skills of a 5 month old. She doesn’t sit unsupported, crawl, bear weight
on her legs, stand, or walk…yet. We learned early on that typical developmental
timelines don’t apply to Tennyson. She is on her own timeline. But she is
smart! She has a good understanding of the words and commands we say to her.
She gets it.
Oral
Aversion & Dysphasia:
Imagine never
enjoying food. Any experience with your mouth is unpleasant or painful and you
never feel good because you are constantly throwing up. As adults, we know food
is good. It brings us pleasure and it tastes good. It makes us feel good to
fill our stomachs. A baby with oral aversion doesn’t know this because she hasn’t
had any positive experiences with food. An adult will find a way to eat, but a
baby will simply stop eating. That’s what happened to Tennyson. Oral aversion
is a defensive behavior. Dysphasia complicates it by making it difficult to
swallow safely and control food and saliva in the mouth. We have gone through
phases of having to thicken her milk. She is on an all liquid diet, but we are
making a lot of progress with her interest in food since she has had a G-tube
placed. A G-tube is short for gastrostomy tube. It is a feeding tube that
allows us to pump food directly into Tenn’s stomach and bypass her mouth.
Laryngeal
Cleft (Type 2):
I never
expected this diagnosis. This condition was found during an airway study last
April. When a person swallows, there is a flap that covers the airway so the
saliva or food goes into the stomach. That flap prevents food from going into
the lungs. Tennyson’s “flap” had a hole in it. The “type 2” designates the size
of the cleft. It can range from type 1 to type 4; the smaller the number the
smaller the cleft. She had surgery last May to sew the 2 sides of the cleft
together. She was one of the first children in the country to have her cleft
repaired by a robot. We were told she had quite an audience of doctors and
surgeons during her surgery. It healed perfectly and the hope is that she will eventually
not aspirate any food or liquids.
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| Tennyson after her laryngeal cleft repair, May 2011 |
Speech
Apraxia:
As we neared
the end of Tennyson’s first year, it was clear that Tennyson was
developmentally delayed, so this was a diagnosis I expected. Speech Apraxia has
to do with motor planning. Tennyson has been in speech therapy since 18 months
of age (the earliest our insurance would cover it). She get’s speech therapy 2
times a week in our home and she is making progress. It was pretty clear from
the start of speech therapy that Tennyson wanted to talk and copy what we were
asking her to do. She has difficulty with the motor planning part of it, where her
brain tells her muscles what to do to create the sounds she wants to.
Epilepsy:
By definition
epilepsy is, “a brain disorder in which a person has repeated seizures over
time” (2 or more seizures without an explainable cause). Although Tenny had
seizures at birth, they were explained by her brain injury. They were well
controlled and she was off her seizure meds by 4 months of age. She had one
seizure at 8 months of age due to a high fever (this is a febrile seizure), but
I honestly believed she would not have epilepsy. Last July she began having
seizures regularly. They have been difficult to control. Her neurologist team
has diagnosed them as “tonic spasms”. As a side note, infantile spasms are the
worst kind of seizures and her tonic spasms are very similar and if
uncontrolled could progress to infantile spasms.
Chromosome
Abnormality:
I never
expected this one either. We were referred to Genetics by our GI doctor. Our GI doc thought it would be a good idea to
see if there was anything metabolic going on genetically that was preventing
her from wanting or being able to eat. Nothing was found that would help us with her
feeding issues, but they did find a chromosome abnormality. It’s so rare, that
Tennyson is only the 2nd child in the world to be documented with
it. There is another little boy in Finland who has it, but Tennyson is the only
(documented) girl in the world with it. On one of her 19th
chromosomes, there is a small section of genes that is duplicated. It is called
a micro-duplication. Because of the genes that are duplicated, they have told
us that it could put her at a higher risk for heart problems or childhood
cancers. After testing, however, Tennyson does not have any major problems like
that.
Let me know
if you have any questions about anything! I’d be happy to answer them! E-mail
me at tennsense@gmail.com. Thanks for
reading!
Amy
